this is totally devastating.
we are only like fifteen
yet friends our age are starting to pass away.



just read junice's last year's comm service reflections!
don't know why i am blogging here when i should be doing my own reflections for fo
ong ONG i mean ONG
but her reflections touched me so much!

can't really rmb the exact details of what went on that day.
it was this mini carnival organised for a bunch of intellectually challenged kids.
and they are really the happiest kids you've ever seen.
and they're so easily contented its really sweet.

i was assigned as an escort to this little indian girl together with someone else.
but somehow the little girl took a liking to me more ahahha so she was like only clinging on to me and so this other person went to take care of someone else instead. haiyah i cant rmb who im so sorry!
and unlike junice i nv found out the name and age of this girl because she doesnt exactly talk much and i doubt she even understood what i was saying.
but i could still rmb she loves eating fishballs and making cards!
plus she's really really good at games! she was like winning everything and i had to lug three bagfuls of prizes and toys for her.

she could recognise me after some time spent together and she would come hold my hand and stuff. oh and she's a total darling! when i brought her to the nail painting booth to get her nails painted she indicated that she wants me to get my nails painted instead. and she chose this hello kitty tattoo and asked the man to help me put it on. isnt she sweet isnt she sweet! :D:D:D:D

AH beautiful guiding memories. it was probably one of my most fufilling comm service ever done.

perhaps i should have done something more meaningful for nyaa.




can i bring you back, from a distant lullaby?